You're Not my One and Only

So my life has been real crazy lately. No bad crazy but fun crazy. The school year is coming to an end and I already have that summer feeling. I've been out having fun no worrying too much about life, I've been relaxed. I feel pretty confident this year that I won't become depressed like I have in the past. I've been going to school willingly and I haven't even complained. I think it has alot to do with the people I've been hanging out with. I have a bunch of different groups of friends not just one clique. I've been mixing it up. The only problem is that Sam seems to think that I'm not making enough time for her, well sorry. When we stopped being friends my world didn't stop. I kept going and I'm not going to work my schedule around hers. I have other friends and she doesn't deserve all of my time. I love her to death, she's my best friend but it feels like she gets jealous when I spend time with other people, I don't like that. It makes me feel like I'm suffocating. I feel like she's giving me an ultimatium and it's not fair. She has Nikki and everywhere we go she's there and yet she gets mad when I don't want to spend every waking moment with them. Well maybe Nikki isn't my favorite person, maybe I can't spend alot of time with her. I'm best friends with Sam and I think sometimes she thinks that that means I'm best friends with Nikki too, but that's not ture. I like Nikki I do but sometimes she brings down my mood and I can't deal with that, not when things are going so good for me. Well I guess that's all the complaining I have to do today.
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