Trust .

So I've been having alot of fun lately. Me and Sam are back as she says and I've been doing more. Plus I've been able to keep up with my school work. Yet my mom is driving my crazy. It's like every time I ask her something she has to think about it like I'm gunna go and do something stupid. She never used to be like this and now all of a sudden she's like questioning everything I do. I gave her no reason not to trust me. Plus when I ask to hang out with Sam and Nikki she always says aren't you with them too much. First of all me and sam always used to be together day and night and now it's a problem? She needs to stop and calm down because I'm just trying to have fun. I shouldnt have to feel bad about that.

Yup It's Legit

Yes, I know I haven't posted in a while. A long while and I've been reminded of it constantly. So here it is:

I really don't have much to say. I guess life has been okay. Recently me and my best friend got "reunited," if that's what you want to call it. It's been good. I've been having fun. Yet I can't help but have the feeling in the pit of my stomach that it's not going to last. I'm trying not to let it get to me. Don't get me wrong when were together it's like old time and I love it. Yet if it doesn't last I'll be the one who gets hurt ..again. I want to bring it up with her but I don't want to make her mad because are relationship is fragile. So for right now I'm just trying to relax and have fun.


So there's this boy, and all in all he's amazing. When I'm with him I feel like I'm on top of the world and nothing can tear me down. I love him, yet I can never tell him. He's my best friend and I don't want anything to jepordize that. He always there for me and I love that. Sometimes I have to cry because I know that we can never be together and it hurts me bad. I'm in love with him. but the world will never know.