So I would love to know why u can respond ti my blogs but can't answer me anywhere else , I know you probably wont believe me bc I've lied so many times before but I just want to talk to you . Do I still I've you , yes I always will but what I miss most is out friendship I have a lot of good friends but you actually understood me and when I get sad I just wanna talk to you because you'll understand and care more than anyone else I know . I miss my best friend the one that told me I deserved better and told me I don't deserve the bullshit . II've literally tried everything I possibly could to get you to talk and I still try because no matter how much it hurts me when you don't respond your still the one I wanna talk to the most especially when I need a good heart to heart so I keep trying . I even tried emailing you hoping I'd get a response but I shoulda known better. And I'm not run selfish I wanna hear about your life too I hate not knowing about how your doing and how your feeling. We used to talk about everything and now nothing and it's hard ... I just really really really miss my best friend