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Ever feel like you dont know if your living your life or is it all just a dream? I find myself not being able to establish whether or not something actually happen in my life or did i just imagine it. Its like my life is a constant blurr and i cant keep up with whats going on around me. Am i missing out on the fun or am i living the good life? I cant even establish if im happy or not. Do i like how i feel or do i hide behind it? I need to get out of this place, i need to rise above. All these unanwerable questions cant fight the feeling of desire. Should I continue or stop to actually face the facts of life. Also my face is breaking out like crazy im pretty sure its from all the times i tried to find the answers. Im just lost ..