She Loves Him, He Loves Her Not.

Why?
Why does she always let him take advantage of her?
Him and her used to be good friends, they used to have a good relationship, but thats all over now. He texts her and a smile begins to spread across her sad little face. But why? Why does she smile? Deep down she knows he only wants her for one thing. They start to talk and it always ends the same way, he gets bored and ignores her. Yet why shouldn't he? She lets him do this time and time again and it's always the same. She never says no or ignores him, she gives in. She doesn't have enough willpower to say no. She doesn't have enough self respect. And each time she tells herself that he'll change, it'll be different this time. But it never is. And deep down she knows it never will. It'll always be this way. He will always have control. They used to love each other but that was a long time ago. It's just a memory and that's all it'll never be. He doesn't love her anymore. But does she love him? On some level, but not deep feelings. She wonders how it got like this and she has no answers. She doesn't know how to make it stop. It's gone to far. Without him she'll lack of compasion. Something she can't live without. But is it far that she has to settle for fake compasion? No, it isn't. When will it be her turn to be loved? To stop being used and to be cared for and loved. No one has the answers and until she finds out she has to keep living life trying to fight off the feeling of lost hope.