Tuesday, September 16, 2008

One Last Breathe

Shes crying, and she can't stop. Nothing can comfort her now she's too far gone. She cant focus, or think or even speak. She feels like she's drowning in a sea so full of sharks that are ready to eat her alive. She's weak, she doesn't know who to turn to. She starts to cry harder as she sees the blood trickle from her wrist. She isn't feeling sadness,misery or loneliness, all she feels is pain. That's all she want to feel, she wants to drift away into a pain that is so bad that she doesn't feel the emotional sorrow that is going through her head. She wishes she hadn't done it, but it's too late now. She's slowly loosing the long battle called life. She doesn't mind though she hasn't been good at anything, why should life be any different. She failed and that's all she can focus on. All she wants to do is sleep. She wants to dream. Dream of a place that is so different from here. A place so magical and alive, full of rainbows and ice cream. She wants to dream forever. She hopes to live in this dream forever. She never wants to awake.

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